A silver heather (P)

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Silverstar

Heatherbreeze nodded, keeping track of what she needed in her mind. Mostly just some yarrow and if possible honey would help seeing as some kit had a sore throat and hated the taste of herbs. She stepped out of the den to go out when she saw  Silverstar. "Hi Silverstar, how are you today?" she asked with a cheerful smile. "Are you  planning on going out today? Because I was going to go out to collect some herbs. It is a very nice day."
(Sorry for shortness.)

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Heatherbreeze picked up the yarrow, still trying not to laugh. "The water hemlock? Well I was still a young kit, so I don't remember it all, and I had a fever so it was mostly a blur, but I remember that it really hurt, much more than I would wish on anyone. I could barely move through the pain, and every second felt like forever. When the medicine cat came I didn't think she would be able to help me, but I trustedd her enough. When she gave me the white herb, I though I was being given more water hemlock, and, of coarse, I started throwing up then. I thought for sure I wouldn't make it, but here I am today." she said, her eyes glazing over for a moment.

[Silverstar]

Suddenly feeling much more respect for the medicine cat he says "Well, I definitely do NOT want to lose a life that way..." He says. Though the herb muffled his voice he looks back at her. Right as he looks into her eyes they appear glazed over and strange but they she looks normal again. shrugging it off he says "Well, we are at the trail."

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Heatherbreeze nodded. "I've had a lot of close encounters. I was training myself with the help of whisperclan and the other clan's medicine cats. I had close calls everywhere, but I still made sure not one cat died. I had Whisperclan helping me then whenever I messed up so how could I pull a life. Now I am much better with herbs though." she said.
"Yeah. Thanks for coming along with me."
(Sage is just finishing up on the minor details on my drawing, then I will share the map. Is it ok if I put it on the Clan territory page?)

[Silverstar]

(If it is just Aquaclan go ahead if it's more than our clan just post it to the rules and info board)

"So nobody has ever died when under your treatment? That makes me feel much better about you as my medicine cat." He says jokingly. "Though we have different path, we are more alike then you know." His mind goes back to when he was a warrior. He shakes his head to clear it and says, no problem, it's what a clan does for one another.

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Heatherbreeze nodded. "No one has, If they did I would never be able to live with myself. There haven't been any major flesh injuries though." she replied. "And you would be surprised how much more alike we are than you may think. I have a similarity with every other cat in this camp wether as small as same eye color or big as same history. Everyone has a link to every other cat." she added, and that was truly what she believed.
(ok, I will once I down size it.)

[Silverstar]

Freezing he turns around to her and drops the poppy plant so that she can hear him and steps close to her. "When it comes to it, somebody always dies under you. and there will be nothing you can do about it. And if you wish to be medicine cat that is a fact that you must accept or you will end up hating yourself forever. Understand?" He stares her down and back up and picks up the poppy again

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Heatherbreeze put down the yarrow carefully. "I'm sorry, but has no one even cared about me since I was four moons old?" she shook her head in disbelief. "I have never gotten close to anyone since then other than the one person who really cared to talk to me without me approaching them I lost that one cat and took her place, replaced her for the clan, but she was never replaced in my heart. I have too many mental checks up to allow myself to even cry once. I may hate myself, I already do hate myself, but no one will be able to tell, because I have enough walls up to protect myself from the judging eyes of others. Other cats have never been able to read my sadness. I can go on living normally if I myself am my own nemesis. That's how my life has to be lived, and you would never understand." 
(sorry, she's a bit touchie on the matter.)

[Silverstar]

Nodding with everything she says right up ti the end. Memories flood though him and he stumbles forward, he collapses to the ground and see's fighting cats. Blood dripping from one who screeches as they are jumped on my three warriors. Convulsing once before very slowly getting to his feet he says "I understand more than you could ever know" he says softly, his voice is as close to a hiss he can get without really hissing

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Heatherbreeze took a step forward as Silverstar stumbled. A tremor went through him before he picked himself up though. "I doubt that." she said. She was still young and was her own enemy yet still braced herself or more hatered. "Many cats hide their pain and sorrow in this clan, in every clan, so that othher cats can come to terms with the pain. By the time they have it's to late to greive." she thought out loud.

[Silverstar]

Dipping his head he digs his claws into the ground. With a sigh Silverstar picks his poppy back up and shakes his head in disbelief. He sets off down the path and does not wait for the medicine cat.

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Heatherbreeeze followed after a moment, picking up the yarrow and bringing it to her den.

[Silverstar]

Narrowing Silverstar drops the poppy outside the den and he narrows his eyes at her and says through gritted teeth "I wish you good luck in the battles to come"

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Heatherbreeze nodded, piicking up the poppy and carrying it inside the den with her yarrow. "You to." she called quietly as she organised the herbs into place.

[Silverstar]

(End of thread?)

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(yeah I think so. unless you want to add something from Silverstar.)